The thing I miss the most is
Waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes
I wish that I could stay
And I can't lie
But everytime I leave my heart turns grey
And I, I wanna come back home to see your face tonight...

Looking back at my posts
Brings back memories.

Every day
I wake up to find myself, caught in the same mess
I really don't understand why must I do this everyday
It is that hard to say yes or no
You just won't understand
Looks like you forgot what we have discussed in the past
Your 'old' self is coming back again.

I can't be as happy as I used to be anymore
But I know I have to do this for our sake.