Peace in the midst of 'persecution'

Thank You Lord
You've seen me through my darkest times
When I asked and knocked
You were there to answer
Lord You are always good
Guiding me and answering me
When I call, You're always there
But sometimes when You call, I won't be there
Lord please help me to answer your calls
With all my heart Lord I am here to serve You
Take away my thoughts of procrastination
Take away my thoughts of being reluctant
Help me that when You call
I will be there instantaneously
In Jesus's name, amen

What I'm doing, is it worth?
What I'm doing, does she notice?
How much I care, does she realise?
How much I'm going through, does she care?
How much I love her, does she feel it?

I've tried, tried my best
But she just doesn't seem to appreciate what I've done
I've done, done my best
But my best just doesn't seem to be good enough for her
Apology, my most frequently used tool
But she just doesn't seem to accept it

What I'm doing, is it worth?
What I'm doing, is it real?
What I'm doing, is it love?
It's not up to me to decide
The answer is just in her heart...